Keh-po @ ME =P

Maybe I'm too "keh-po". I shouldn't be so curious... Now I realized, "Don't let your curiousity trap you." But I can't stop myself. I just want to know what have been going on in the past...

Ya, sometime you may feel dissapointed & hurt when you found out the truth or maybe something that you're not suppose to know... All the while, you might though that everything is going well, seems okay, or something that will bring a smile to you when you though of what will happen in future...

But, in reality it doesn't often turn out to be what you wish... So, just put the blame on your stupid, creative & wild imagination...

All the while I've put in lots of effort & time, are they waisted? Those little suprises & the joy that I found, are they fade? Or am I running the one man show? Did I allow my emotions to take place?

Who can I blame? Sorry la... That's what I can say. I really feel like giving up already... I don't have anymore strength to play around... Yup, this may be an important stage for me in order to grow, but I really really cannot take it anymore... I really need the BIG GUY...

WHERE R U???

Where are YOU? Tell me, please...

Yup, I can survive without you, you & you... But I can't survive without my BIG GUY...