Moody? Mixed Feeling? Irritation?
It has been a moody day...
Lazy, don't feel like going home, wanna eat Japanese food, eat ice-cream, watch movie, go shopping...
Among these all, I manage to eat Japanese food & ice-cream...
So, it's not a extremely bad day at all...
Went home, online... Been trapped by my curiosity...
Out of curiosity, I've found out something not so "pleasing to my eyes"...
Mood level been dropped down... Not only one level, but to the end of it...
"Why?" I've been asking myself. Even in my dream while having a nap...
Life, it seems to be something hard to me...
How can I wait until the end of the day?
How I wish that I can drown myself with dozen of works now...
Woke up, is it morning?
"Nope!" Sad to say…
Try to run away... Don't want to think about it...
But the problem still remains there... I can't run away from it...
Did I do my part? Did I run out of the boundary? Or I'm just a specimen of this "Life Experiment Project"?
I'm trying to think of the good of you, what you've done in the past...
Ya... Maybe I've misunderstood your intention...
Hey, how I wish that I can leave this place...
Just disappear now...
Wish that what I'm doing now, it's all in my dream...
Haha...
Ya... In another way, this is not my real life, right?
So whatever decision I make, I need to keep an account to my Big Fella...
Anyway, there won't be raining all the time. =)
Maybe tomorrow is a sunny day?
No one knows... Even the wisest man in the entire world...
Yeah... That the other part of me!
Although 1/5 of my years are in a moody mode, but there's always backup with "looking forward", "have hope for future"...
I think it's a gift for simple minded people like me... =D
What’s the purpose of this life of mine? Ya… I know the theological answers, but it’s quite blur, without your revelation…
Walk by faith, I though I am, all the while… But I realize that I’m at the other level of the test now...
One step at a time... It's always easy to say than to work on it...
But I'll try... =P Thx for this phrase... You know who you are...
=)
Lazy, don't feel like going home, wanna eat Japanese food, eat ice-cream, watch movie, go shopping...
Among these all, I manage to eat Japanese food & ice-cream...
So, it's not a extremely bad day at all...
Went home, online... Been trapped by my curiosity...
Out of curiosity, I've found out something not so "pleasing to my eyes"...
Mood level been dropped down... Not only one level, but to the end of it...
"Why?" I've been asking myself. Even in my dream while having a nap...
Life, it seems to be something hard to me...
How can I wait until the end of the day?
How I wish that I can drown myself with dozen of works now...
Woke up, is it morning?
"Nope!" Sad to say…
Try to run away... Don't want to think about it...
But the problem still remains there... I can't run away from it...
Did I do my part? Did I run out of the boundary? Or I'm just a specimen of this "Life Experiment Project"?
I'm trying to think of the good of you, what you've done in the past...
Ya... Maybe I've misunderstood your intention...
Hey, how I wish that I can leave this place...
Just disappear now...
Wish that what I'm doing now, it's all in my dream...
Haha...
Ya... In another way, this is not my real life, right?
So whatever decision I make, I need to keep an account to my Big Fella...
Anyway, there won't be raining all the time. =)
Maybe tomorrow is a sunny day?
No one knows... Even the wisest man in the entire world...
Yeah... That the other part of me!
Although 1/5 of my years are in a moody mode, but there's always backup with "looking forward", "have hope for future"...
I think it's a gift for simple minded people like me... =D
What’s the purpose of this life of mine? Ya… I know the theological answers, but it’s quite blur, without your revelation…
Walk by faith, I though I am, all the while… But I realize that I’m at the other level of the test now...
One step at a time... It's always easy to say than to work on it...
But I'll try... =P Thx for this phrase... You know who you are...
=)
posted by Claire Bear @ 9:09 PM
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