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Thursday, July 21, 2005

Thank you, dear...

I won't be able to make it,
if you wasn't there with me...
I won't be able to reach the finishing line,
if you wasn't there to push me, to direct me...
I won't be able to be Me,
if we never met...
I won't be able to love you,
if you didn't give your life for me...

I love you, because you first loved me...
I'm here today, because you were there that day...
The priceless price you gave for such a worthless person like me,
make me amazed at your great love & the sacrifice you've made ...
And now, I'm not worth more than a silver or a gold,
but more than any other treasure in the world...

Because of you, I'm here today...
Because of you, I've learn what is love and how to love...
Because of you, I know, I'm a precious jewel... An apple of your eyes...
I really wish that I'm not who I am, but I'm who you want me to be...

It's good to be loved, to be in love, and to love someone...
I'm thankful that I still got these feelings...
Even though I thought there's no true love in this world long time ago...
And I thought that I don't know how to love anymore...

Am I ready to do more than what I'm suppose to do now?
I got no idea... I'm not sure...
Is this the time for me to do more for you?
I wish it is...
Can I?
I wish I can...
But not with my own strength & desire....
But with your promises & your favour...

Sunday, July 03, 2005

Friends - She, Him & Me

I used to be very close to this young lady... Although we don’t look alike, we don’t have same interest & same personality, but we use to like a same guy...

When I first realize that she like the same guy as me, I feel quite shock. But I started to accept it... Both of them are my best friend. I can’t afford to loose either one of them... Besides, he’s not my boy friend... So, there the story goes...

We used to talk about him with lots of excitements... As you know, women can get wild when the start talking about the things they like...

After some time, we seldom see each other anymore. Both of us were busy for our own life...

... ...

As time goes on, we were drowning in our separate world. In my heart, they are always my best friends.

... ...

Recently, I found out that she no longer keep in touch with that guy anymore. She doesn’t even care about him as a friend. I feel sad about that...

Human can be change
Life won’t be the same
Relationship can be broken
No one stay the same all the while

Your sacrifices & helps
Other people may not appreciate them
Value what you are having now
Cos’ you won’t know what will happen for the next seconds

The girl - We still keep in touch…
The guy - We are in a relationship now…
Me - In love with that guy, but hoping that 3 of us can remain as good friends…