A Special Time of A Girl & A Starfish

You only move when you feel you like it
Never ever though of the one who're waiting for you all the while
She spent times... But you stay the same...

When she finally give up... The miracle comes...
You start to move your little feet...
Moving towards her...
Get close to her...
And even give her an ocean smile...

She felt so touch... She thought it's all in her dream...
She smile & thank God for this wonderful day...
& hope that this day never end...

But you... Why are you so cruel?
It's just the beginning of the ocean touch, but you choose to run away?
She doesn’t understand...
She feels hurt... Disappointed...
She doubted...

But you are still moving backward... Until you touch the other end...
Start touching the wall...
Blur & blank are what come to her mind...
Y?? What going on?? What are you trying to do??
She asked...

Later... You stand with your own feet...
Trying hard to stand up by your own...
No longer doubting... She starts to cheer for you...

How wonderful it is when I have you by my side to go through this special moment with me...
You said to her...

Now she realized...
Never give up on you... & be patient to you...
She can't read your mind...
But she knows she'll never be the same...
Cause she have you in her life...

The story doesn't end... Til you meet your master...
That'll be a new chapter in your life...

Though she'll try hard to let you go...
But she'll be glad & share your joy with you...


=)

Bad Day!! Lousy Day!! Funny Day!!

A day started with some balance of "beh-siok" from last night
With uncomfortable feeling in heart
With an insecure relationship with Him
With some silly arguments with the one I trust
With some merajuk

With that the second part of my day will be brighter...

Hope that "time off" will make me feel better...
At least I can pampered myself with some junks & material satisfaction

Funny things... Unexpected things... Fears & blank...
Make me feel so helpless & lost...

Finally, I manage to make up my mind...
Manage to reach my "bi fong gang"
Manage to settle down...
Everything will be alright... This is what I think

It's not over yet... The moody virus spread...
Antibiotic is not working...

The darkness behind the light...

Raining day...
Ya... It's because of the rain...
Raining day makes people feel "down"...
Hope that it'll wash away all the lousy stuff...
It will...

...

The worst part is... On the way home... Stuck in the flood...
Yacks... Dirty water... Smelly water... Bad... Bad...
Though that all my things will be gone because of that...

Anyway, I realized that even in this "special" day... I still got 1 thing something that I 'm thankful for...
I'm safed, I manage to get something nice, My books & notes are not wet at all...

Over all it's not that bad...
(Ya... Cos' you only write it down on the next day...
That day you weren’t thinking it this way...)

=P