Touchy

“I love my boy friend & I’m a jealous person. I don’t like other girls to be close & sticky & touchy to him…”

“I love my girl friend very much. I don’t want other guys besides me to touch her as well…”

You may hear this kind of talk from you friends or maybe you share the same thoughts as well… But do you have any physical closeness with a friend of the opposite sex? Do you treat it as normal when you make physical contact with others? Or maybe you do enjoy the feeling of being touched… Or even fantasize about it…

Yah… Touching is one of the ways to show your love, concern, care, friendly to other people… How do you define touchy? Is there any clear-cut for that?

“Eh… Please take off your dirty hand…”?

Put a “Touch Me Not” sign?

Build a great wall around you?

Or???

We are a temple of the Holy Spirit. We are not our own. We are bought at a price. Therefore honor God with our body… (2 Corinthian 6:19-20)

Get your motive right!
Guard your heart!
Treat other people as what you want them to treat you… =)

You won’t know one of them might be your future spouse? =P

Sunny @ Broken me...

Yeah... Sunny day...
Thank God for the sun & the sunburn that I have on my face...

Moody? Nope...
Blur? Don't think so...
Sattle? No idea...

Just don't want to mention anymore...

Disappointed?
Turn the other chick...
Walk the second miles...

Frustrated?
Fruit of the spirit...
Be patience...

Tired?
Soak in Spiritual SPA...
Enjoy His creature...
Thank Him the breath that I take...

Hope?
In Him, but not other things...

Dreams?
Been broken...
Selfless me...
Live for Him...

Strength?
Not my own, but His arm...

Trust?
No, no...
50%???
Need sometime...

I got no idea what do You want me to do... But this broken life of mine, it's belong to You now...

Moody? Mixed Feeling? Irritation?

It has been a moody day...
Lazy, don't feel like going home, wanna eat Japanese food, eat ice-cream, watch movie, go shopping...
Among these all, I manage to eat Japanese food & ice-cream...
So, it's not a extremely bad day at all...

Went home, online... Been trapped by my curiosity...
Out of curiosity, I've found out something not so "pleasing to my eyes"...
Mood level been dropped down... Not only one level, but to the end of it...

"Why?" I've been asking myself. Even in my dream while having a nap...
Life, it seems to be something hard to me...
How can I wait until the end of the day?
How I wish that I can drown myself with dozen of works now...

Woke up, is it morning?
"Nope!" Sad to say…
Try to run away... Don't want to think about it...
But the problem still remains there... I can't run away from it...

Did I do my part? Did I run out of the boundary? Or I'm just a specimen of this "Life Experiment Project"?
I'm trying to think of the good of you, what you've done in the past...
Ya... Maybe I've misunderstood your intention...

Hey, how I wish that I can leave this place...
Just disappear now...
Wish that what I'm doing now, it's all in my dream...
Haha...

Ya... In another way, this is not my real life, right?
So whatever decision I make, I need to keep an account to my Big Fella...

Anyway, there won't be raining all the time. =)
Maybe tomorrow is a sunny day?
No one knows... Even the wisest man in the entire world...

Yeah... That the other part of me!
Although 1/5 of my years are in a moody mode, but there's always backup with "looking forward", "have hope for future"...
I think it's a gift for simple minded people like me... =D

What’s the purpose of this life of mine? Ya… I know the theological answers, but it’s quite blur, without your revelation…
Walk by faith, I though I am, all the while… But I realize that I’m at the other level of the test now...

One step at a time... It's always easy to say than to work on it...
But I'll try... =P Thx for this phrase... You know who you are...

=)

Keh-po @ ME =P

Maybe I'm too "keh-po". I shouldn't be so curious... Now I realized, "Don't let your curiousity trap you." But I can't stop myself. I just want to know what have been going on in the past...

Ya, sometime you may feel dissapointed & hurt when you found out the truth or maybe something that you're not suppose to know... All the while, you might though that everything is going well, seems okay, or something that will bring a smile to you when you though of what will happen in future...

But, in reality it doesn't often turn out to be what you wish... So, just put the blame on your stupid, creative & wild imagination...

All the while I've put in lots of effort & time, are they waisted? Those little suprises & the joy that I found, are they fade? Or am I running the one man show? Did I allow my emotions to take place?

Who can I blame? Sorry la... That's what I can say. I really feel like giving up already... I don't have anymore strength to play around... Yup, this may be an important stage for me in order to grow, but I really really cannot take it anymore... I really need the BIG GUY...

WHERE R U???

Where are YOU? Tell me, please...

Yup, I can survive without you, you & you... But I can't survive without my BIG GUY...