Month of Farewell?

Bye to my corner...
Bye to my comfort zone...
Bye to my second me...
Bye to my old & faithful one...

But if not b'cos of all of you are leaving,
I won't get to enjoy what I'm going to receive...

Though, it's a bit sad...
But I really thank you for helping me through & growing along with me...

Really love ya... & looking forward to what is coming up soon...

=P

I Thank You...

I thank YOU
Not too soon, not too late...
Just on time... YOU gave

I thank YOU
Not too much, not too less...
Just enough for me... YOU shared

I thank YOU
Not too bright, not too dark...
At the right moment... YOU showed

I thank YOU
Though I'm blur, but YOU care...
In YOUR hands... I'm saved

I thank YOU...

Time For Me To Say "Bye-bye" To My Sweet Home...

Settled down, get used to it...
Even assumed that it's my territory... =P
But chances not always open to you...

Take it, or leave it...
Either you accept it, or other people will come to take it over...

So... What I can say is...

Some people take a day to make a decision.
Some people take two days to decide.
Some people, one day...
Some, a month...

And me?
6 1/2 months but still cannot make the decision.

So finally, I no need to make the decision any more.
Cos' the answer to my question is:

"Claire Chan, no need already..."
"I'm testing you whether you really mean what you say or not. Since you didn't take any action, I'll decide for you."
"You've choose not to reply me, then I choose to take it away from you for now." (Thank God, not forever…)
"Though you may not understand why am I doing these to you, but trust in me. For sure, I have a better plan for you..."

So, you may ask, "How do you feel? Sad? Disappointed? Or?"

Honestly, I have no answer to that...

I'm lost? Maybe... But now my path is clearer... At lease I can focus more in what I have in hands...

Sad? "This world is not my home..." I had prepared for this moment, but I didn't expect it to come so "late".

Disappointed? If I say "No," tonight I'll have to spend more time to pray...

Surprised? Yup...

Anyway... I'm happy that there will be someone else who is much better than me to continue the task...
I'm glad that she came...
Finally... I think this is the best timing…

So now, eventually I can fulfill my promise & also take a break to KL to visit my dear friend & my god-daughter...

=)

If only you know my YOU...

I saw an accident when you just left to your school that day...

Makes me feel worry bout you.
Do you reach school safely?
Am I over worried?
Now I realized you had already stepped into my life...

Accident
Death came into my mind
When I hear of this name...

My dear friend
Where are you now?
Our last word was a "Bye"...
And that's the end...

I still got lots of things lot tell you...
Lots of things to show you...
Lots of stories to share with you...
But our story ends in a drizzling Friday evening...

I was shocked, when I listen bout that news...
I can't believe that's you...
Trying to run away, til they announce it during assembly...
My tears can't stay... They just dropped like a waterfall...

Guilt visited
Standing in front of my door, knocking...
And I... Just allowed it to stay...

Til I realized of the power of YOUR Saving Grace...
As I get to know YOU more & more each day...
Our story is not an end
But a beginning of my life with YOU

Keep pushing me forward
Learn to appreciate every breathe that I have...
Not to be selfish with what YOU have given to me...

You become a history...
& will stay in my memory forever...

You are you as in now...
Whom I really thank you for being part of my life...

& YOU are my past, present, future & forever...
Whom I’ll cling myself to YOU & never let YOU go...



Special dedicated to you:
"No more pain
No more sorrow
Peace I leave with you"


If only you know my YOU...