Renovation (Part 2)

This day, my constructor told me that there's a corner in my room which need cover up with some decoration in order to bring out the design...
At first I feel ok... Cos I never though about my personal corner...
Later on I realize that that's my corner...

No... No.... No!!!

Don't touch it!!!

Can you just leave it as it is? That's my corner...

There's where I cry, I hide myself, I talk to my friends on the phone, I talk to Him, I write my stuff...

There's where I get my inspirations...

Why? Why? Can you just take another side?
Please don't put any thing on it... Please do not hide it...

I cried... Struggled... Felt hear broken...

But what to do? It's time to make some changes... I can't hold on to the old things, and wish that my room will look exactly like what it is in the plan...
I really like that corner...
But I might have to say bye bye to it in order to get something more interesting...
The corner is always there... But the difference is the "NEW" corner will be added on with something new...

So, can I have a mini celebration with my corner to flesh back what it has contributed to me before we say our farewell? I'll definitely miss it...
Sigh...

Renovation (Part 1)

Renovation…

I’ve been asking my dad to redesign my room since a few years back. Recently he told me that now is the time for renovation.
I was quite surprised and happy… I wonder…
I do not know why I have to wait until so long… Some of my friends they get to be involved in designing their rooms in a much early age… I guess, maybe now I’m more stable due to knowing what I want & what I like…


One night while I was on my way home with him, we had a chat.
He reminded me of one of my biggest wish when I was young...

“Daddy, Daddy, Can I have a room please? Can I have my own room?”

“I want a big room with a big bed and lots of pillows… And also lots of teddy bears… With lots of books, with some flowers, with some photo frames which contain all my favorites photos...

“Daddy, I can I put the white piano there? Can I play for you your favorite songs?

“Daddy, I want to put my sea shells and star fish and all my collection...

“Daddy, can I let Puppy sleep inside my room with me?

“Daddy, Daddy...”

We have a good chat about that while looking back to what I want when I was young… =)
Even though, I feel that this dream won't come true... It's just a chat... The renovtion thing is just a draft idea...


After that day, he started to bring some constructors to my house… Shocking! I was...
As you know, my dad is a great designer which I’m proud of him and a man of wisdom…
Besides, due to his experiences... He knows where to get the best constructors and the best furniture for me…

... ...

I’m thankful for having such a wonderful and talented dad… =)

O, yah… I was talking bout the constructors…
I just realized something, even though we are consumers, but we still need to look at their “face”…
I almost fight with one of them… Sob…
By right, I have to thank him. If it’s not because of him, I won’t realize that I always want things to be done in my own way… And I can be very nasty...
Thanks to Mr. Whoever…

By the way, my dad did not tell me how much the budget is and how long will it takes… He just let me know that my saving in the bank is more than enough to cover the cost... =(

I stunned for a while…

As the day goes by, I realized something... This is not only an external "renovation" for my room... But it's also an internal "renovation" for me too...


To be continue…